12 Happy Chickens

Since early this summer, I’ve been having these recurring dreams. My dream, well I don’t know if it’s even a dream at this point or just strong feelings because it’s kinda weird- which suites me just perfectly, happens like this…

At least once a week I have these “feelings”. Like either someone is standing at my doorway to my bedroom looking in at me or I know someone is in the house, and they may or may not have been here when I went to bed. Sometimes I feel like I just went to bed without telling them where they are sleeping.

I am never scared, I just always end up getting up out of bed because I have this “feeling” like I should take care of someone. Like I forgot to make up a fresh bed for someone who is visiting us, or sometimes just that someone is there and I feel like I went to bed without being a good host. I have found myself looking for this “person” in my husbands room, the spare bedroom or downstairs checking the couch to see if they are there, or looking out the window in my kitchen wondering if they are up in my soap shop. It seems like I am aware of what I’m doing, but yet not all there. Then I come to- enough that I know I should go back to bed. My husband questions me, like if I’m just dreaming this, but I know I get out of bed because I wake up fully clothed in the morning- I always feel like I should be decent for these people.

Sometimes I have the feeling that there is a man here and sometimes it’s a woman but I rarely know who they are. Once the man was dressed in a tux (which is weird since we live in the middle of a corn field in the middle of nowhere!) and one time I thought the women was in bed with my husband. At times I feel like it could be my step son or mom, but most of the time the people are unknown because they don’t have faces- it’s just a feeling I have.

So what do you think? I have had people tell me that I have ghosts in the house. I’ve been told that I am just not able to relax, as I am always so busy. Maybe I’m just flaking out?